I Lost My Way

I'm thinking about my future and my work. There are so many question in my mind. I can't sleep last night. Where should I go after my internship?stay back KL or just go back Sabah? My mind can't stop thinking of it. Many of my friends suggest me to stay back in KL first to gain experince then just go back to my hometown. But my heart deeply want go back to sabah because my parents are in there so I must be more reponsibile to take care of them. They had been spent a lot of time to educated me. Now should be the time for me to return something to them.This happen when my first recieved the offer letter from UUM, I also don't know how to choose it.I consider for a long time before I go studying in UUM, because my mom and my auntie promise me will help me change University. Then I go to study in UUM.This scene is back again and make me like in the junction, I need to choose one of the road that need to continue my life. But which road should I take? KL promise me a good salary and bright future..KK didn't promise me anything..but I get what I wants. I will get the relationship between parents and all the auntie that beside me seen I grown up. I will more happy, but izzit this will fullfill all my parents needs with such of low salary?I keep continue asking myself, which life is you more prefer? If stay at KL, I will so alone,but if stay kk I will more happy because I enjoy the days in kk. Even KK is not the big city,but I very like it. What should I do?