Can't wait till tomolo

Tomolo my sister will go to Japan and I will hang out with my friend,such a happy day for me. Can't wait for it.hehe..this week, I first time test drive her car, make me so nerveous and panic. this is because when me on the way back home, I almost get in an accident,and shocked my sister. I think I will seldom use her car, because it will so dangerous when driving in a big city like KL. This week, I more free because my visiter lecture had been visited me and she didn't comment anything about me. Hopefully I can get a good result in the practicum gred. Tomolo will be coming soon..so I need to prepare myself before go out with my friend. Get all my work done before hang out.

The day before my visiter lecture come

Tomolo will be the day of my visiter lecture come to visit me for my 4 month internship in my company. I take 1 week to prepare my buku log even myself. I keep teeling myself that I need to do everthing that to get my pointer up. I don't want to get the second lower in my degree honour. Just a few step to move my pointer up to second upper, I hope I can handle the situation when my vister lecture are coming by tomolo. Hopefully all is under control and I manage to do my best before end of my study. Honest speaking, I'm so regreat that I choose my sister company as a internship company that resulted me can't learn anything of it. Especially when my friend are shareing their working experince, about their feelings, plessure, collegue and more is make me feel that Ilook like didn't learn anything from the internship period. The real working world are always waiting for me to experince it. But, when would I want to experince it?

I Lost My Way

I'm thinking about my future and my work. There are so many question in my mind. I can't sleep last night. Where should I go after my internship?stay back KL or just go back Sabah? My mind can't stop thinking of it. Many of my friends suggest me to stay back in KL first to gain experince then just go back to my hometown. But my heart deeply want go back to sabah because my parents are in there so I must be more reponsibile to take care of them. They had been spent a lot of time to educated me. Now should be the time for me to return something to them.This happen when my first recieved the offer letter from UUM, I also don't know how to choose it.I consider for a long time before I go studying in UUM, because my mom and my auntie promise me will help me change University. Then I go to study in UUM.This scene is back again and make me like in the junction, I need to choose one of the road that need to continue my life. But which road should I take? KL promise me a good salary and bright future..KK didn't promise me anything..but I get what I wants. I will get the relationship between parents and all the auntie that beside me seen I grown up. I will more happy, but izzit this will fullfill all my parents needs with such of low salary?I keep continue asking myself, which life is you more prefer? If stay at KL, I will so alone,but if stay kk I will more happy because I enjoy the days in kk. Even KK is not the big city,but I very like it. What should I do?